Me Being Such A Hesitate Thinking Girl

I know that title might not be right enough to explain what im thinking rite now. Im just thought thats it what I want to express about.
Before-all, today is my country’s independence day. It’s 8.17.
#Indonesia817
And what ive been thinking this evening is: I supposed to move to other rent-room for my new semester year.
I dont know why I even think about to move from my – yea what my friends said its a cozy yet wide – room.
Its like ‘my urgent things to do’ for the whole starter for my nu semester.

The problem is, I dont even dare to ask my dad about this new rent room and the biggest thing I thought is. Money.
Those rent rooms and apartments are expensively costed.
Just because of the strategic places and the more of facilities.
The one I wanted is wide. Wide, airy, spacious.

I admit this is about my willing to have my own room since I was child. But it never be until now.
The image of me wearing my sweat shirt, decorating my own room with my own cute yet vintage furnitures.
Wall stickers.
Wallpapers.
Floral. Vintage. Old. Warm. Cozy.
Cute.
And itll be full of my memories.

Just that what I was thinking back there.

But now I h a v e t o think that I have the best and effective rent room ever.
In the first time I thought of that.

But if. I cant have my own wide room – like apartment, I mean – its okay.
Maybe I just have to ask for it later🙂
In my new journey.
Wishing to fulfill my wishlist🙂
Wish me luck. Even its just for the wide yet apartment-like room

Hot Potato – Confession Lyric (Rom – Eng)

–Romanization–

Dari chago nae maeumdo chago
Idaero dama dugien neomu antakkawo neoreul hyanghae ganeunde

Dareun naege ora sonjitago
Gwissoge yaegil hane jigeum i sungani baro geu sunganiya

Jeil maeume deuneun oseul ipgo noran kkot han songireul sone deulgo
Neol bara boda geuman nado moreuge useobeoryeonne

Ige aninde nae maeumeun ige aninde
Neol wihae junbihan obaekgaji meotjin mari namanneunde
Sarang handaneun geu heunhan mari aniya
Geu bodan deoukdeo romaentikhago dalkomhan mareul junbihaetdan mariya

Sumi chago bam gonggido chago
Du nuneul gamayaman ne moseubi boyeo georeul suga eomneunde

Gureum wireul geotneundaneun mari gwajangi aniran geol alge dwaesseo
Neol alge doen hubuteo naui modeun geon da dallajyeosseo

Ige aninde nae maeumeun ige aninde
Neol wihae junbihan obaekgaji meotjin mari namanneunde
Saranghandaneun geu heunhan mari aniya
Geu bodan deoukdeo romaentikhago dalkomhan mareul junbihaetdan mariya

Nareul bwajwoyo nae mareul deureobwa jwoyo
Amuri saenggageul hago tto haedo mideojiji anheul mankeum saranghae

–English Translation–

God know answers for a love you questions
The only thing that I know is that I do not know
I don’t know me anymore.

No solutions for a love your problems
the only thing I can’t be something I don’t wanna be
I’m not what I used to be

why I get mad, I don’t know anymore
I cross my cell phone and I’m sharing the door.
I’m not the nice guy you fell hell of here’s in love be fool

Something’s wrong with me and you don’t seem to disagree
When I say “go away” it’s not really what I want it, want it to say

Everything I said it’s descant lost things in my head
I love you but it’s true
I don’t know but thing that I do
Maybe I’m crazy in love

God know problems, there are your solutions
the only thing I can be what you don’t want me to be
I’m not what I used to be

Why you get mad I know baby I see
you cross cell phone and the problem is me
I’m not the nice guy you fell hell of here’s in love and sorry

Something’s wrong with me and you don’t seem to disagree
When I say, go away it’s not really what I want it, want it to say

Everything I said it’s descant lost things in my head
I love you, but it’s true
I don’t know but thing that I do
Maybe I’m crazy in love

Something’s wrong with me,
But don’t you know I’m tried to be beautiful, wonderful
Though I maybe crazy baby know that I’m crazy for you.

credit : romanization.wordpress.com

EXO – GROWL Lyric (Rom – Eng)

ROMANOZATION

Romanization: KROMANIZED.com

neo hogshi molla gyeonggo haneunde
jaldeureo jigeum wiheomhae
jakku nareul jageug hajima
nado nal molla

sumi jakku meotneunda
niga nal hyanghae georeo onda
nareul bomyeo utneunda
neodo naege kkeulli neunji

nun api dakkam kkamhae
niga tturheo jyeora chyeoda bolttae
gwit gae gakka wojin sum sori
nalvmichige mandeuneun neoin geol

amudo neol motboge (jeolttae)
pume gamchugo shipeo (I’m so serious)
nuni neol boneun
shiseondeul nae ane ireona
geojin soyongdo

geomjeong geurimja nae ane kkae eona
neol boneun du nune bul kkochi nuntteo
geu nyeo gyeoteseo moduda mulleona
ijenj ogeum sshig sana woji nikka

na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
da mulleo seoji anheu myeon
dachyeodo molla

na ison nunbitgwa
beil deutan ginjang gam
jigeum geomsaeg jungya
neoui juwireul

neon geunyang geudaero isseo
namaneul bara bomyeonseo
jeolttae neol bonaeji anha
dugobwa beibee

heurin gonggan sogeseo
(heurin gonggan sogeseo)
seonmyeong hage bit naneun
(seonmyeong hage bit naneun)
nuni bushin seongdeul nae ane ullineun
gyeong boullim sori

geomjeong geurimja nae ane kkae eona
neol boneun du nune bul kkochi nuntteo
geu nyeo gyeoteseo moduda mulleona
ijenj ogeum sshig sana woji nikka

na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
mulleo seoji anheumyeon dachyeodo molla
E.X.O ye

tto dareun neugdae deuri bol saera
neomuna wanbyeoghan nae yeojara
pum soge budeureobge neorango
neomaneul wihae naneun nanpoghae jigo

gyeolgugen ganghan jaga
eodge doeneun miin
jariga eobseu nikka geunyang doraga
ganeung seong jeroya
geureo nikka geumanbwa
geu nyeoreul neombon damyeon
nareul meonjeo neomeobwa

uri mankeum hana dul sshig
jiwo beori janha
neo hanago naman yeogi nama
meomchwojin deushi

geomjeong geurimja nae ane kkae eona
neol boneun du nune bul kkochi nuntteo
geu nyeo gyeoteseo moduda mulleona
ijenj ogeum sshig sana woji nikka

na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
na eureureong eureureong eureureong dae
mulleo seoji anheumyeon dachyeodo molla (X2)

Romanization: KROMANIZED.com

ENGLISH

English: POP!GASA

In case you don’t know, I’m warning you
You’re in danger right now
Stop provoking me
I don’t even know what I’ll do

My breath keeps stopping
You are walking toward me
You are smiling at me
Are you attracted to me as well?

My eyes get cloudy
When you piercingly look at me./ The sound
of you breathing gets closer to my ears
You make me go crazy

I want to hide you in my arms
so no one can see you (I’m so serious)
All of the eyes that want you makes
a rough and swirling wind
arise within me

A black shadow awakens in me
Fireworks erupt in my eyes that see you
Everyone get away from her side
Because I’m getting a bit more ferocious

I growl, growl, growl
I growl, growl, growl
I growl, growl, growl.
If you don’t get
away, you might get hurt

The eyes get sharper
The tension feels like it could cut someone
(If I embrace you right now)
And your surroundings, baby baby

Just stay as you are
As you look at only me
I won’t ever let you go
Just watch, baby

In this misty place
(in this misty place)
It clearly shines
(it clearly shines)
The eyes that want you
It rings an warning alarm inside of me

A black shadow awakens in me
Fireworks erupt in my eyes that see you
Everyone get away from her side
Because I’m getting a bit more ferocious

I growl, growl, growl
I growl, growl, growl
I growl, growl, growl./ If you don’t
get away, you might get hurt
E.X.O. Yeah

Other wolves might see you
Because you’re so perfect
I will softly hold you in my arms
For you, I will get violent

In the end,
the strong will earn the beauty
There’s no room for you so just go back
Your chances are zero,
so stop looking
If you have your eyes on her,
you need to get past me first

Let’s erase everything
one by one except for us
So that it’s only
you and me remaining here

A black shadow awakens in me
Fireworks erupt in my eyes that see you
Everyone get away from her side
Because I’m getting a bit more ferocious

I growl, growl, growl
I growl, growl, growl
I growl, growl, growl./ If you don’t
get away, you might get hurt [x2]

English: POP!GASA

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extraordinary morning dream

so this is my first time to tell you about something attractive happened this morning.

when i try to sleep more after pray. then i realized im in a dream.

but i just thought that im the one who setted the story about.

so this is about B1A4’s Sandeul. i dont really know why and why but i thought its because today is 20th March and this is his birthday to 22nd years old.

and because im his fans of course. but i never goin this far even with Baro.

okay, so the setting was in the hospital room because he has been recovering from his knee surgery not long ago. before they held the Taipei and Indonesia showcases maybe.

and there were my collegian friends with some of his (sandeul’s) partner or family, waiting inside the room. then one time when everybody gone he told me that he wanna take some air and seeing around.

so i said yes.

in another set, it looked like i a big urban mall with a lot of people from different backgrounds were shopping and wandering.

the story became like i was waiting for my friend named Ron finished his shopping in a sport stand.

after we met we decided to sit and ordered some ice cream and chatee a minute.

then things get a little freaked out and gripped. We separated, he grabbed me and deliberately pulled me away from Ron.

We were still in the mall, but what i saw was very different than before. We surrounded by the fans maniac and they began to realize the state of him. And slowly approached to ask for his autograph.

i didnt really know why they were so creepy with their appearance or what. but i knew that something bothering us there.

then in a time the fans maniac became so rude so he told me to took him away. and of course i did have to save him from them.

so we ran into a corner lift and try to escape. but i felt bad for leaving Ron just like that in that scary place. but when i tried to hold the lift’s door, these creepy people came forward and tried to reach him.

he looked so weak and i didnt have any consideration to worsen his condition.

so i closed the lift’s door straight away.

We sat quietly in the elevator. think of what just happened and confused.

then secretly he came near me and took my hand. I just felt him trembling and cold. even he wore a black semi-sweater.

He asked me to draw near.

and i did.

We are still in the same position until a few moments. huddled close together.

then things began to change slowly. The doors slid open and laid out a field of mining obsolete who has been abandoned.

then came a bunch of little girls and they entered into the elevator with us. I think it would be fine, but quickly the elevator changed direction and lift moving horizontally.

it was so fast.

and in a moment i can felt him afraid of something and hold my hand more tightly. and he whispered, ‘kajima’

and absolutely i knew. but in time we didnt need any language to confess and talk each other.

just by the creepy looks from these little girls already made us realized that no more people think alike with us of the artist. 

and it extremely punched my head.

and one moment that little girls tried to approach him and grab him. but I was try blocking them as much as possible. I exert all energy to get moving, screaming, and destroy them.

I feel very hard only to get rid of their hands of sandeul. And i exhausted only to protect him from a child.

then everything suddenly gone. and the elevator had stopped suddenly. but all became silence.

and the one thing I really realized was, we were dealing with each other. and he said, ‘ I’m sorry ‘

and he kissed me. on cheeks. and forehead.

and what ive done just staring and sighing. i just knew it wasnt a real one of course.

but at once i felt so empty and wanna burst out of tears. but i didn’t.

i know he was hurt.

We came out of the elevator and found we were in a field, full of gravel and reeds.

a lot of creepy guys who seem fine walking around. I seemed to know the direction, but it was just familiar. I was try to make him believe me.

and i just grabbed his hands and walk fast to reach our motel. and out of this dark and creepy place.

then we met an old worker man wandered beside an old pond.

foolishly I approached him and asked him where the motel is.
suddenly he wanted to hit me with his stick. i startled.
 
We passed through it difficulty. and until we meet again at the t-junction with the 3 weird sisters were teasing us.
 
and they almost made sandeul fall.
i never knew when it ends and just pray as we found the motel fast, meet my friends and just over.
 
but the three sisters keep teasing us until sandeul yelled them to get away.
i felt bad for his knee. it looked worse along with we tried to save our life there.
 
as long as we argue with 3 sisters then we finally found a way that allows us to reach the motel.
 
and when we already found the motel, realized that there were so many people talking and even prepared to search us.
 
but when we entered the motel suddenly the feeling turn into bizarre.
the people didnt looks good and welcoming us ant the same time.
 
Actually what was happening here..

Sandeul’s Birthday Project by Indonesian BANAs part 2

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